May. 06, 2003 - 10:09 a.m.
Scatterbrained and misfunctioning this morning: I decided to settle into comfort. There is this path I have to weave through a mine field, so I am gathering up my strength and slowly and methodically putting my pack back together.
I think coffee would help, but if I succumb to that temptation, my fast is over. Five and a half days is a fairly good record though. I'm not hungry, but I could use the warmth.
I have the place to myself for four days, and it has been so long, I am at a loss as to what to do with myself. I could actually accomplish something, but that would be a waste of the peace and freedom. I can accomplish just as much in the chaos that usually governs this place.
I'm breaking this fast tonight, and indulging myself with a treat. I think indugence is a good place to start.
